Reshared from my Instagram:
As many of you already know, I’m having a hysterectomy in 15 days. I’ve had nearly six months (and most of my life) to really reflect on this decision, one that will change my life forever.
As Mother’s Day approaches, I’m reminded of what I cannot have and what I will never become. I used to silently unfollow friends who blasted their babies on social media. Nothing against them; I just wasn’t ready to have that conversation with myself. I don’t do that anymore. I’m here now walking the line between I’m really sure, let’s do this and I’m sure but I wish there was another way. No matter what, I know semi pain free days are ahead.
#Adenomyosis and #endometriosis have made me personally change a lot. But I’m fortunate that I have an amazing support system that includes my friends and family. Thanks @efhou for showing me l’m not alone in this fight. And I’m sure I will one day pay it forward. 📸: @denetrambell
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